Monday Mood: Feeling the Pinch

Monday, 17 September 2018
Ever feel like all you do is work and then when you get paid, a little part of you sinks because it all shoots straight back out because of rent and bills? Yeah, me too. I imagine it's like that for most people living in this City and it can really suck.

I don't make a bad wage really, but it doesn't exactly leave me much to play with after all my "adult purchases" have been made. You know, like keeping the roof over my head. 
There's so much I want to achieve and work towards at the moment, but I'm feeling lost as to how to get there. Sifting through places like Instagram and other people's blogs is sometimes the worst thing to do because, on the surface, it seems so many people are living their dreams and making a wonderful and happy living from it as they go!

I've always wanted to just share my work, my feelings, my lifestyle and just myself on this here blog of mine. I never started it so it would become some kind of money-making machine, and I still don't think that way about it. But the more I want to do with it, the more the same issue seems to be cropping up. Money.

I hate feeling this way but ultimately, I know I need just to need to keep working hard, keep pushing on and eventually, things will start coming together. 
It can feel pretty helpless at times like you'll never get out of your rut, which is how I'm feeling now. But I know that hard work and grafting don't go unnoticed by the universe and I just have to have faith that things will work out. 

In the meantime, I think I'm going to try and reclaim this blog a little as what it used to be. A place for me, my thoughts, my feelings, my worries and ultimately my photography!  A place to grow and find my style. I'm almost 29 and I still feel like I'm trying to find myself and my place in this world. 

I guess that's the fun bit though right? The journey!

Happy Monday everyone! And keep on pushing forward! 
We got this.

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